back from a long way

well some1 asked me to start back my blog .. so i do now .. damn long away from a blog .. just wanted to tell all of u all is .. .haizz... alot things happen in my life theses days.. knowing new friends , make ppl togathers, bring a new bloom of couple togather .... enjoyable.. sadness and happiness , and angreness also hav..

well.. my english is not good =) sorry bout the spelling and those stupid gramma ..

first of all.. lets say about happiness..
my first happiness is i actually know a bunge of new friends that really to be called friends =) it is happy enjoying wit them.

well 2nd happiness is , while i know this new friends , i actually make one of my friend a whole life new blooms couple ^^ well enjoy it =)

well lets come to a sad part...
well.. first of all.. =,=!! jail , jail jail... no freedom.. for them, they don really think this aren't freedom... =,=! but to me .. no u all nvr giv me any freedom =,=! well don care .. #@)$(()@#*$

2nd would b ? HAHA.... looking again.. looking new couple enjoy their love life wahahah... me ? XD haha... wht else can i do ? jealous? sad? or ahaha.. whtever la .. just a feeling .. nth much

well . lets come to the ANGER PART > =(

well.. i really don wanna say much .. as long that fucker is happy by doing these .. i don care.. u like u do it. i cant control...

but sometimes... whn certain things u talk out .. OK we accept.... pls.. =,=!! u don hav to tell to the whole world =) but i don mind u telling out.. see situation .. well .. whtever la ..
just be it.. FUCK OFF =,=! whtever la ..

lastly i could said is... try to appreciate ur life, appreciate wht we hav .. appreciate .. friendship, appreciate everything.. i did change some...

now i know how that feel... whn i was before.. and now i finally meet some1 who hav the same atittute as me.. i finally know how u guys feel..

just leave with it... look forwards.. try to change them but not talking back on them, try to help them but not avoiding them.. i learn this ... i won't want those who happended to me before will happen to him... i wish to change him....

So... those who usually treat me that way.. i understand now.. but no worries.. i won't hate u guys.. cus u all did help me out although u all don't really wanted to mix with me .. i don mind ...

in my mind as long certain ppl who willing to be my friend . i am happy enough.. for the rest .... i don FUCKING care any more ...