confuse!!

i am so confuse now = =! i don't know wht to do, i really so so blur now. i don't know wather i like this is right or wrong.

i afried and scare of something.Something that i cant tell everybody. T_T help me god. i am suffering !!!!..

i already kno that i shouldn't hav do this. i wish to tell and said it out, but i afried and scare of hurt again T_T ..

what should i do. ppl will look at me in a different situation if i said out.

wht wil other ppl feel, and though about me.

i am afried T_T how. GOD, help me this.

it been happened for 2 days 2 night. i cant slp well, i keep on thinking this stuff, either i am wrong or right to continue.!!!

WHY WHY WHY, i wish that there is an answer for my self T_T.
wht should i do now T_T !!! i am suffering !!!

GOD, pls help me GOD.!! i think there is only GOD can help me T_T.or some1 who really really know and understand my situation T_T, some1 that i trust that don't tell others and help me out T_T..

I damn blur now haiz...... confusing.....scare......waiting.....right or wrong ?...... etc. HELP HELP HELP!!!


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sad, another friend of promoter at mv leaving again = =!! today we had our dinner at nandos. a sad moment, and less another friend le~..

wish that she can stay, her name is alicia. well wish her all the best,in all kinda stuff.. below is the pictures .. while at nandos.something happen and i got free food at nandos, i found a hair in my dishes when i was going to finish the meal = =!!, and the manager there apologize to me and cancel the cost of the meal in the bill, so ended i hav a free food at nandos . thank god lolz.

taking picture with her after working, haiz, BB alicia T_T we all gonna miss you


food at nandos ^^








a simple fairwell roses for her ^^ hope you like it. i am sorry tat i didn make it nicely T_T... wish u all the best in everything, we all gonna miss you!!!!