Piss me Off, but ok

Piss me off that night.. seriously damn damn angry. in my whole life nvr angry of some1 that deeply..

but ended up stil fine. cus i really really treated XXX as truely friend..

he helped me whn i was down. and so on..

well i ok.. forgiv and forget is the truely friendship means to be..

=) keep in touch

Fall for you

this song. is dedicate to the girl i like..
this song is so meaningfull... really really nice... hope she likes it..


FALL FOR YOU

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

hard time

haiz. now a days.. no money no talk man ..

wht also money . this money that money..

i want earn money. i wan like my friends.. wan money got money use..

go clubing, go whtever place also can.. nonid alawys see money .. haiz...

y ?? money so important ??

does money really effect of people? friend? or even love?

does love really see money ?? or truely from hearts ?? no matter u rich or poor ??

haiz.. people always said, life is full with colourful.. i don think so..

life is full with pain... well i guess.. i am part of the person who is having this kinda situation..

wht my friend told me is true.. don always seek for things.. the more u do, the harder u get and the more suffer u gets... well always follow its flow..

i think i gonna start doing it.. follow its flow. especially love life..

i feel damn tired already, damn sad already.. well i guess i gonna just follow its flow ba..

if mine , til end wil be mine. nonid go chase.. haiz..

GOD says true also.. don chase, is useless.. no 1 wil likes me.. haiz..

well now i guess i understands that word le..

why ? why i need spend so hard time to chase ppl ?? haiz.. chase le ? til whn ?? stil the same i guess....

i really feel meaningless now a days le.. No more game, No more happiness, No more care, No more love, whtever also don hav. now i only hav is ? pain, suffer, working, studies...

well, people always said i desprate for gf? why ? why? is been how many years? i wants to find a person who really loves me care about me got wrong? did i ever play their feeling ?? do i ?? i can stand up and said it out loud, I NVR played people's feeling before.. i nvr wants that happen in my love life..

how could u all don understand me haiz.... i guess whtever i said now in this blog , all ppl will thinks that " u see that rickson, starts those grandmother stody, saying how cham he is, always like to show off and BLA BLA BLA .. "

well , i just can say something, is ok.. say whtever u all wants , i don care.... i just wanted to express my feelings.... sinces i don hav much friends that i could really realy spend time and chat. most of it is going overseas or even working studying hard.. haiz... well

i guess i stop here ba....

Rihanna, hatin on the club

"This song really really touched my heart.. it is damn meaningfull..
well i love it very much, is one person who introduce this song to me.
that i will nvr forget...."


Now this be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?

Stayed at home like a good girl do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car now, kissing at the bar
Got me crynig

ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
why'd you have to take my love
Whoahh

And you can be mad at me all you want
I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong boy tell me where our love is

Stayed at home like a good girl do
now you got me out here all sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car now, kissing at the bar
Got me crying

Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
oh you took my love
why'd you have to take my love
Whoahh

Now this is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart
She never woulda made it to your car
If it wasn't for the club, i'd still have my love
we would still have us
I'd still have my love
we would still have us

But now we're like whoahhh

ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
oh you took my love

But now, now we're like whoahhh
You got me hatin's on the club
you took my love
oh you took my love.

THis game is seriously true, i did that, and its really true...i cant believe it.. seriously..!!!!!!

Whatever you do, don't cheat! AMAZINGLY ACCURATE
CHINESE HOROSCOPE:
THE YEAR OF THE EARTH OX, WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE CHINESE NEW YEAR
FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK ANDYOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T.
TAKE 3 MINUTES - TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL. NO CHEATING !!!!




THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY
1st. ........Get a PEN and a PAPER
2nd. .....WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW
3rd....... GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS!!!!! That's very important for good results.
4th....... SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise
YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.




On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.
1 2 3 4 and so forth...




BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2,
WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?







BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7,
WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.





CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT






WRITE ANYONES NAME (like FRIENDS or FAMILY. ..)
next to 4, 5, & 6 .






DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID




WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 11

Finally, MAKE A WISH ! !
!
!



?


ARE YOU READY?

HERE IS THE KEY TO THE GAME

THE NUMBER of PEOPLE YOU MUST TELL ABOUT THIS GAME is found in SPACE 2


THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE



THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CAN N OT WORK is in SPACE 7



YOU CARE MOST about t he PERSON you put in SPACE 4



THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO
KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.



THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR LUCKY STAR



THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE
PERSON IN NUMBER 3



THE TITLE IN
9 IS THE SONG FOR THE
PERSON IN 7


THE 10 TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT
YOUR MIND


AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU
FEEL ABOUT LIFE

NUMBER 1 IS YOUR
LUCKY NUMBER

Does this True about mE?

ARIES MAN



He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won't make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel. Once he determines to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion. You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will well keep his feeling.



You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business.



He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visits his parents steadily or often.



He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you. Once he is in the "Power Position", he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and "Gentleness" is one of his effective methods for exploiting his power. It is although he is borne to be a leader. He never hides his ambition, and he is a workaholic. he will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction.



Compliment from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he wants his deserved reward. His deep insecurity makes him reach and collecting valuable things and this you may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things, traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his need. He care what other people think of him and want to get good comments or compliments.



Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his "Image". One method of over up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure. Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding.



This is the men who never hurry to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. If he gets marry, he need to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are "breaking up", you better forget him for good because he will never coming back.



He always keeps his promise. If he said he will meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. He hates people who are late for date or any appointment.



He likes to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a man duty. He does not like to compete with his girl friend or his wife at work because competition already exists with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to over power him or insult him, he can not stand it. He likes to be in control of every things, every situations. He like a "Classy Woman", if she also comes from a good family then it is a ‘Plus’. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman, forget it. He likes a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. He tends to be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead.



He likes to hear sweet word and compliment so you can get his interest that way. If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right!



If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes a kind hearted woman, polite and can get along with his family. When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive. Kind words and your smile will win him over, so this strong man will be like a chicken in your palm.


the red words above really really touched my heart =) everything its status above quite true about me la.. but , for all these word? does there really a girl who will fall for it?? hmmm.. still wondering and wondering and wondering...

easy going

try all my best to get on going easy on each time..

nvr did wrong?? i don know y ? i always did mistake and rune everything..

no matter wht, love ? working? studies? and etc .haiz

well all i can do is . keep changing..

i wish one day i could change that some 1 really really appreciate it and wants me ^^

haha... kinda perasan lolz.. who want me le lolz...

lelong lelong.. lolz.

zha dao la . .= =! nth to do la .. damn sien. twisted my shoulder's vine = =!! knn..

pain like shit.. haiz.. doctor fees also pay til RM100 ++ zor la T_T

promised friens go gym , i guess i hav to ffk le..


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DAMN, i ADDICTED to this song already lazz.. damn i seriously love this song ... HOHO rihanna ... hatin on this club..

Everything wil be jus fine.

well from now on, i really really believe wht my godfather told me ..

well. as wht he said to me is damn seriously true,

no matter how hard i try, i stil cant win..

so i will just follow whts comes to me..

sinces godfather told me to walk this road, i guess is the right road for me to walk ba..

is really feel better after hear his advise..

well from now, i will just concentrate my studies and so on =)

nothing will gonna boder me any more .. study study study..

FROM NOW ON i WILL ONLY STUDY STUDY .. Gambatei H@msteR..

u can do it =) study ..

Another Failure失败者如我。。

another failure, i guess i really not master piece on this stuff la

well i guess i just have to face the GOD ba... no matter how i do, how i plan, how i try. ended up jus a blank white paper..

no matter how i write, how i decorate, how i do , how i fold, whtever i did on that paper, ended up stil just a blank paper..

well.. just wanted to thanks to those who my real friends who support me write on this blank paper. =) thanks , the very first person ROY, thn eelin, jun, ly, ken , and lastly mei ee.. thanks for everything..

and lastly JJ.. well thats all i wanted to say by today..

天意。。。天意。就像大伯爷说的一样。。没有结果就是没有结果，无论我真么努力的去，到后都是一场空。。。为什么？？真的要？24才能？？为何我不能现在？？我只是想找一个。。我一点点罢了，不请求多，而我就会付出我的所有给她。就是那么简单， 但是到头来还是不能。？？我要求很多？？很高？？为何天意要真么针对我。。 = =！

看啦17-7-09我真的没有哪个勇气了拉。。真的没有了拉。。

regretz

regretz on wht so far i had done.... well. i speechless for whtever..

sinces incidence happend to be like that.. well ..

jus forget it.. i am damn freaking speechless...

regret 1

regret 2

regret 3

regret 4

i don care whtever how n u all thinking of..

onces and for all..

no more 2nd time....

no more ever....

hope to see u next generation... take carez..... adiyoss...



- -- - -- - conclucion, not regretz on lovez.. =) pls make it clear to my self HEHE - -- -- - - - -