MY Holidays Gonna Ends Soon

My Holidays Gonna End soon, I gonna Spend the rest of the time , enjoying to the max..
But first of all.. i will take half or mayb more of the time to hav time with her~~ ^^

don know she will or not...
just wish that one day . i could really hear a word " i do "
thn i am the most luckiest guy in the world..

u won't be beliving wht i said, until u give me a chances to prove it to you~~
help me guys =) giv me straight , giv me support, give me cheer, everything~~
my friends , my brorzzz~ , my coll's family .. help me up~~

for my own , love life, i gonna starts here~~ if i success.. i not gonna .. let it go so easily again.. just like one of my Brozz~~ name " Kenneth " u are the best buddy, that i ever seen that nvr give up on his love.. and proof to me that how much he love his gf, taking Good care of her~~..

i wish one day i might like him... nvr give up..~~
this makes him strong in his love life.. well.. giv me straight bro..~~

well.... all the best ... ~~


Topic 2,

Jealous? does this word , and feels comes from loves?
or its just poping out from no where??
i wonder alots of things..
why would this feelings come....
does this feeling comes from love ? like that i said above?
i don get it , whn comes to love, there would be jealous ..

how do we control it ? can make it dissppear??
u know ? i don knoe~~
does this feeling a good sight , or a bad sight??

wht if loves nvr come ??? will jealous exist ??

@#$@#($* # alots of question coming through my mind..

?????????
??O(@_@)o ??? I gonna get Crazy