haiz, so sad, another fairwell party T_T i gonna miss you!!!

dear friend, well i guess monday you are going off to taiwan. haiz, first is my collage friend name KL, n now haiz my secondary best best friend, basketball friend. i guess i gonna miss you, cant play basketball with you le. haiz.. wonder after 2 years, wht will you be T_T.. i miss you brother !!!

over.......... all over......

no matter how hard i try, its all over..... y ..... y .......











all my friends used to ask me, wort it or not, by doing all these, even know that isn't good enough. I used to tell my self, whtever i do to her is all wort it, but really why,whtever i do alawys fail.why.....

past future...i really wanted to know " GOD ".
i guess is all over, all over. no metter how i care about you, how much i like you , how much i love you, how much i try, how hard i climb de mountain, why, " GOD " alawys make me fall from de top of de mountain, why !!!!!!!!

From de start, till now, really not even abit of feeling, no metter wht i do, really didn even touch ur hearts? NO even abit ?? why, why, wht ever i do really no meh?? i just wanted to know...

why........................

all i can say today is

你知道吗，我很喜欢牵着你得手的感觉，是什么样子的，我希望在来一次。那天晚上就是我唯一最高兴的一晚，因为能牵到你的手。（温暖和高兴感觉的手)
那天一晚，就是在intiball.....

do you know, i love the feeling of holding ur hands, i wonder how does it feel. I wish that i could hold ur hands onces again. on that night is my most happiest
night, because i got the chances to hold ur hands. ( warm and happy feeling hand)
Inti ball is the night that i am refering to....

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
看那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
哦我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚

working day, starts

ahaha.. working day starts luuuu~~ lolz..
starts work first day already late = = walao eh= =

but know whT? is not my fault to be late. i reached there in time ok ??
jus that i don have key to open de damm door. = =

have to wait my other friends to come.Yet she is so damm late until makes me late lolz.kesian nye XD hahha

nvm lo. starts work around 10 30. LOLZ..
later for 30 minuteS ahhaha.. well.. that all wanna say about work XD hahah nth much happens until at night.

i didn know that kei kei back on tuesday XD ahhaa. though it was on wednesday.hahaha

so happy, msn chat with her. =) hehe. well i guess she really enjoy her holiday through.

well was plan to ask her out on friday, but got rejected. haiz. soposing got plan de. but gone liao lo - -!! hahaha

well cus i guess she been out going for so many days, i guess she feel tired and feel not going out ba =)

hehe. nvm la. mayb some other days lo.....

well. i guess that it for today. lolz.. hmm.. friday going coll enroll luuuu~~ hahahaa .. ok la . .taht it. cao.... lolz..

miss you XD ...

2moro start work lu~~~~

well is ok wht u all said that i am not suit her.

but i won't giv up. =X

cant wait she come back from genting =X

miss her =X

well.. suit her or not suit her don't really related bout it.

the most important things is,some 1 can take care of her, make her happy. that it.

well. i know, i not good enough, but i will keep on trying. =X

well.. hopefully one day, i will let her know that i treated her is diff from other guy.

well i know sometimes i kinda too much, but i know my mistake. i change.

well.. today, nth much. wake up. lo .. play some games... prepare some stuff lo =X

then as usual, eat lunch , online, slp, and miss her...... = =!!

well..wanted to msg her, but scare of something. so i didn msg. haiz..

only can do is wait her back.

=X

well that all for today.

who ever said that i am not suit her, i prove it to u tat u are wrong.

i will gambatei. treat her well, and never giv up...

jia you jia you hamster ....!!!!

holiday morning

well... wake up in de afternoon lolz.. late.. cus yesterday slp late lo.

well plan to go out yet dono wher to go.

so i download movies yesterday so today can watch.

well ok, boring holiday at home lo. nth much can do.

well.. thinking of her, wondering of her lo. wht else can i do but to wait her back from her enjoyment holiday at genting =)

well.. hmm.. nth much to write today. as usual wake up, eat , watch show, then do something else lo then slp again. haiz..

well that it ba i guess for today.

miss her so much la although saw her on thursday friday saturday.

yet we talk very less haiz.

well. nvm. as long i saw she happy then ok lo.

well hope she healthy and happy all de time.

that all i gonna say by today.

miss you~~

疼女友的35种方式

以下的方式，我真的希望能对她而做。。。。


1.向新朋友介绍女友时，请搂着她的腰，而不是站在一旁用手指点。
2.在街上遇见美女凝视时间不超过5秒，并迅速指出那位美女与她相比较的美中不足。
3.如果她做错了事，心里已经很难过，请主动承担起你应该甚至不应该承担的责任吧。
4.听女友话的男人才会有出息，所以，你要乖乖听她的话。
5.她可以欺负你，但你绝对不可以欺负她，因为她虽然欺负你，但是每次有什么好东西，她第一个想到的就是你!
6.要是她朝你哭，你要不厌其烦地哄她，直到她破涕为笑!
7.把她的照片帖到钱包，手机……一切经常看到的地方。
8.离开她绝对不超过十天以上
9.在她的朋友面前，希望你可以表现得比平时更疼爱她和紧张她的样子。
10.大男人不表示霸道.
11.温柔不等于没主见。
12.潇洒不等于没交代
13.不要老是在我问她“去那里比较好”，“吃什么”等等的时候说“随便”，这不等于是你在迁就她，只表示你没有心思搭理她.
14.要经常对她说“我爱你”，否则她会假设你不爱她
15.永远不要在公众场合对她呼呼吼吼又或是撇下她一人。
16.她做错事情的时候教训她不要紧，最重要的是在那之后要哄她。
17.发脾气时不要不理她，不要给时间她让她冷静，其实她完全不需要时间冷静。
18.可以陪自己的朋友，但一定要重色轻友。
19.她看动画片，你不但不准笑话她，还要跟她一起看。
20.在她想你时，争分夺秒地挤出时间与她约会
21.看她的眼神无比专注。
22.话的语气情深意长。
23.能做到客观的得看到其它优秀的女孩，但主观认为她才是最好的
24.有女孩和你说话，你要拉着她的手，如果她恰巧不在旁边，那么请你跟她们保持距离。
25.过马路的时候牵着她的手。
26.要懂得珍惜和她在一起的每分钟。
27.就算再忙，每天都不忘打一个问候的电话
28．要常常唱情歌给她听。
29.两个人都有发火的权利，但不能同一天, 如果那一天她发火了，那你就不可以发火了。
30.女友生活中不顺心，你要循循善诱、帮忙分析，提出建设性方案若干
31.要非常爱你的女友---她，坚决拥护女友的决定，服从女友的领导。
32.留意其它女生不得超过5秒钟，看同一女生累计不得超过5次。
33.即使全世界的人都不相信她，你也要无条件相信她。因为她也会同样对你。
34.她穿了好看的衣服，你要衷心赞美。
35.严禁在女士(3岁－80岁)面前耍贫，放电。若有违反，视情节??

wht a day...

well today wake up nothin to do. so mom ask me out makan breakfast =,=

so i jus followed lorz haiz.


haiz .. my mind isn't in this world now i guess haiz..

i thinking of her, missing her, wondering of her. haiz. wondering why isn't she msg me, wondering is she ok, wondering everything about her, missing her.


i really miss her T_T



tell me what should i do la.. haiz

after camp !!!

wohooo, after camp. haha.. tired, but happy.

it was damm fun when i was there. i enjoy totally. hehe..

but then i very less talk to her, and she very less talk to me T_T sad case lolz.

haha.. but is ok. hahah cus i manage to see her =) hehe...

well the camp was fun, challanging and etc la XD ahhaah dono how to said la..

the food was also ok =) hehe... cus is the members there cook de =) hehe.. delicious lorz XD haha..

hmm.. slp at the camp, erm... ok la =) nice haha...

games, erm.. very nice and fun. but then just the first night sitting at the road there dono do wht thnigs. XD that is the most blur stuff ahaha.. but is ok =) also another challenging to me =) heh..

well after this camp =,= have to start on my new sem already. haiz.

she continue enjoying holiday at genting =) ahaha.. gonna miss her lolz..

hope she have alot of fun with her friends there =) hehe...

well that all i gonna say today =) i am in my cousin hse writting this blog =) hehe..

when i reached home i will write another 1 =) ahha.. well taht it .

sry for slow updates =) hehe

miss you kei kei !!

CAMP~~~

wohooo, leadership camp is coming wahaa...

cant wait till that day. lolz. then i be off around 3 days ++ lu~~ hahaha

didn manage to update my blog le lu~~ hahaha ..

i guess you all gonna miss me lolz. haha...

well ok la . that camp is kinda good and fun ba. XD hahah cus got flying foxs le XD lolz.. so so nice . got fear factors some more XD hahaha

got stations games too XD wahaha..

even got river to play le XD hahaha nice nice..

but 1 things bad is .. we gonna camp beside de hood lolz aahhaa . gonna be eaten by mosquito liao lu~~ hahahaa

i am glad that i going this camp XD haha cus kei kei also going and she is de leader of one of the station games XD ahahah ...

song song.. lol sure kena played by them de la aahahah ..

kan jiong le ... lolz really cant wait til that day..

well btw, de days ~~ missing stuff stop le lu~~ haha..

i guess write those really won't help ba. lolz. i can let every1 know at here..

no matter how long wht time where am i, i be always miss you de kei kei. this is a fact.. well that it la for today =)

hehe. ok ba.. take carez guys. haha.. lolz..

opps forgot to say, de camp is on 21 ~ 23 lo XD hahaha ..

love

who also can said " i love you "
谁都可以说我爱你！

but when i said " i love you ", its really come from my true hearts and feeling.
但是我所对你说的我爱你，我是发自我内心里的真心话！！

what ever i said is always true.
从来没有一句是假的！！！






when i feel alone,
在我感觉到空虚的时候，


i will drink alcohol to overcome the loneliness, so i won't feel lonely.
我会用酒把我自己灌醉，好让我不要感觉到空虚！！


Because when i feel lonely, i really really miss you!
因为当我感觉到空虚的时候，我真的好想好想念你！


i really really hope that i could only love you forever.
我真的好想永远好好只爱你一个！






if all these is just a dream, i really hope that i won't wake up.
如果一切是梦的话，我宁愿它永远都不要苏醒！


it is because that i realy really love you and care about you.
那是因为我真的很爱你也很在乎你，


that is why i am scare of losing you.
所以我害怕失去你！！



all i can said is, i miss you, i l...e you.
我只是想跟你说，我想你，我_你！！！



miss you till do this lo hehe =) for you de kei kei~~~

another boring day of working

haiz.. another day of boring work.
wake up late yet forgottten to bring breakfast =,= haiz

reached work around 10 something lol.. but didn late la .
then read de note that de boss gave to me saying tat we should have
clean up de mirror, and must alwys do housekeeping swt..

haiz then damm damm boring dono wht to do. wanted to msg her yet ask
until dono wht to ask already.really hope taht she can accompany me de.
but she have her own life la =) freedom lol XD hahah .. she also need
study de ma XD haha wher can awlys teman de lolz.

so nvm lo. msg her a while then she no reply already. i know she with her friends
already lu~ so didn msg her lo.
but time period longer. i really feel feel like worrying or mayb missing gua i gues
so i send her msg her ask her wht is she doing lo.

well she replied tat she having lunch. then after taht . ok lo..
try not to msg her any more later. haiz. problems out again.

well yesterday she told me taht i had this attititute need to be change. ok i will
change de after listen her advise. well i will keep on trying to improve everythn
i have in order to be right her side. as in chinese is 佩得上她。haiz..

mayb i not good enough yet. but don worry i won't giv up. i will keep on keep on go lo . haiz sry to kep on repeat de word swt .. .


ok la.. damm sien working here... facing de wall from morning until afternoon haiz.
dono wht to do, no customer no nth =,= all alone. haiz..

ok la . taht all i wanna say today..
MISS her (keikei) ~~~~

BAD DAY

today is de most bad day i ever had. i dammmmmm hate my acc teacher now.. ARGG. wht a damm lecturer. i hate her hate her hate her... de reason taht i really really that hate de lecturer la. haiz.ARGG....

dono how to say la.. and i also dowan to say why i hate her la. ARGG.. really hope she leave inti as soon as possible la ARGG..... damm dammmm la ... make my life so sux haiz.

is not that i blaming her. BUT SERIOUSLY ARGG !!! haiz..

~~~~~~

我希望可以每一天都逗你开心。
自要你天天开心快乐我就会一样的开心快乐。
上面的都是我一手做成的。
真的希望你看了会高兴，看了会开心。
我希望你每一天都能拥有幸福快乐的日子。
我也希望我能跟你度过每一天。


我喜欢你。。。swt = =!! paiseh liao lolz..

unlucky day, but fun and happy..

well today, after class i go gym and meet my friend there. he asked to play basketbal tonight with his friend nearby my hse. puchong wawasan there.

so today we train leg =,= walao eh very high + xiong , feel numb le XD ahahah when train.

happly msging with her lo =) hehe happpy moment lo lolz.. then after that around 8.50pm, me and him heading for basketball. THen come another friend. so We both ajak him go too.. so total we 3 ppl go play basketball lo

reached there around 9pm, so we start lo. total we got 5 ppl, one of it came late. So we play 5vs5 full cort lo.. starting play. i nth to say cus my friend's friend too pro already 6 point all he score and i only score 3 point =,= then end of de day..

i haven't been playing basketball for quite a long time. So don't know how to play well pass well and move and screen =,=

first time playing there and opponent, we don't know de.then ma play lo. play first round. already got bang on de chest. I was totally standing there rising up my hand and that it, he come infront of me and lay up score, but didn manage to score in, then he "SHOUT FAUL." i was like HUH?? WTF?? i didn even touch him yet he call faul =,=

then my friend said haiz giv them la =,= so giv them lo. then after that my another friend finally come. then he join in and play.. so i rest =) hehe is sms time with her " kei kei " hehe.. sms sms sms ..

then 3rd round. ma play lo around de score 14 - 16, we 16 la then i was standing there guarding de. that fellow suddenly rush in then elbow me =,=
i standing and guarding suddenly i feel like flying in de air =,= then rowling on de ground. =,=
stupid fellow don even wan to look and me and then walk aawy =,= some more wan their friends to say ok or not ? sry ah =,=

PUI~~~~ hate this ppl la =,= then nvm lo.. i stand up then feel de chest quite pain . then continue play lo.. after a while.. lol betahan liao feel kinda pain. so i stop =,=

my friend ma take over my plaec and play. around 18~16 points, stil we wining. my friend lay up wanted to score de, he from side rush in and push my friend, in de min time, my friend lay up coming down then got knock one of them on de nose =,=

then his nose bleeding lolz=,= i was like " DAI SEI " play so raf for wht =,=
after taht we all rest lo.. then feel like playing 1 more round. so we 4 vs 4 half cort lo..

i was marking a guy at de center =,= he was like pushing swt =,= i also dono wht he doing keep on pushing me lolz.. i also like wtf =,= paly ball play til like taht meh =,= then i ran outside la. lazy to layan him then keeep on scoring and then win liao hahaha...


after taht all de way went back home lo.. i was so happy when kei kei send me msg asking me allright or not? ask me stop playing with them.. i so so so happy even i feel pain, yet i feel that is wort it. dono y la i think that lol..

really happy la when she is concern about me lolz.. ahhaha mayb tonight too hapy til cannot slp le =) hehe

well one more time i wanted to thanks her taht concern about me =) thank you..

i will never give up

i will never give up. one day she asked me not to waste time on her and asking me when is my turn to giv up on her..

i was shocked on that time, my mood suddenly turn down. But there is something pop up into my mind. The pop up is reminding me not to give up on her. i know that i like her very much, even reach to de stage of love. i guess without her now i really really dono wht to do.

each days and night i sms with her. i know that she don't dare to accept me cus she might think that i am no different from other guy. But one things i can tell her that is, I AM TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS GUY THAT U MEET AND COUPLE BEFORE. believe it or not, i will prove it to you on de metter of times.

Mayb she need a longer time to think about it. for me is wort of waiting her, no metter how long.she told me that is so unfair that i am waiting her, but seriously be the time being, going out with her, and hanging out with her, i feel happy with it. But i don't know how she feel and weather is she happy when going out with me.

i just cant stop missing her i guess. but i will keep on trying hard to make her likes me and love me. Hope one day, i manage to touched her hearts. This is what i feel now.


To her,

i know you need a longer time, so i will keep on going and going. i willing to walk the path with you, no metter you feel loney, scare, sad, or etc, i be always be there for you. So i hope that you know that i am not fooling around but is in serious on you.

-----------------The End-----------------------

A thought of you ( zhuzhu )

for zhuzhu ~~~~~

My kind of music,
My favorite song,
I want to be with you
All day & all night long...

A spring breeze,
A summer sun,
Now that I know you
You are my one...

A winter sparkle,
An autumn tree,
Added all up
It equals you & me...

My best friend,
My only lover,
From here on out
I'll keep you forever...

A good laugh,
With some happy tears,
You're the one I go to
Through all the coming years...

When it rains it rains,
When it snows it snows,
I wrote this specially for you
& you're the only one who knows...

You keep me warm,
When I'm so cold,
As if my heart were for sale
To you it was sold...

Whether playing our favorite games,
Or to music we sing & listen,
When it comes to you
There's just no competition...

Not the best cut diamonds,
Or the reddest rose,
Could ever amount to
When you hold me close...

& when everything is said & done,
The night is over & we've had our fun,
Out of all the men I choose just one,
The best one of all & that's you Hun.

LIFE without her is so damm sien!!!

now i only know life without her is so damm boring and sien..

i only notice today. DOn't know why, mayb her attractive already caught my heart ba.
like today, i was waiting and looking at de phone for almost past 4 hours wondering when is she going to reply. lolz.. i dono wht happen to me ba...

mayb really really miss her lo XD. but then yesterday jus went out with her yet sunday still got like missing her like that lol.. hmmm..

everyday starring on de phone waiting for her to msg me..haha.. kinda crazy abit. but then i know this is de fact that who am i now and how i feel now..

@_@ I CANT STOP MISSING HER AH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol....i guess without her msg in one day i can be crazy le lo ahahahhaha.... lol...

wht a boring day on sunday....

wht a boring day on sunday =,= haiz...early early wake up rushing all de way to work..
without any thing happen drive all de way to sunway piramid working lo. half way through my working friend called me asking me wher am i, then i said i on de way to work lo.. very very sien ..

after that when i reached to work, she asked me to mop de flooor lo =,= haiz damm sien sien sien ah.... mop mop mop finish.. then staring on de computer dono do wht. then go view her pretty profile lo =) hehe see got any msg from her at friendster. then don hav then go to my blog lo look around lo haiz.. around 10++++ going to 11am, send her one msg wondering she wake up already or not =,= yet now 11.50 also no reply..

now i only know, in my life without her msg and chat is so so so damm boring life =,= haiz. realize that she kinda one of de important in my life. hehe.. dono y la.. mayb this wht i think la, for u guys u all think that i am jus simply say. haiz..

i feel that going out with her i very happy even though just sit there yamchaing..that is wht i though in my mind now.


haiz... BORING SUNDAY !!!!! when she will msg meh le?? hehe.. wondering la lolz...hahahaha...

ok la dowan write le . damm sien, dono wht to write le la =,=





PIGGY of zhuzhu =) hehe... cute ma hehe...



hahah miaomiao wearing zhuzhu costume haha.. so cute cute oh ~~~



above picture is i damm sien sien dono wht to do only find and post it

happy day

OMG, ET taking picture with pretty galgal ( angel, zhuzhu )
today is my second happiest day =)

first of all, i wake up early morning and prepare all kinda stuff lo =) then rushing all de way to fatch her from her friend's appartment then fly all de way to klang for her home sweet home XD ...

hmm... on de way before reaching him almost got caught an accident.. but thanks to god that protect me =) nth happen XD hehe....

then we reached klang, so we went all de way to jusco to buy movie ticket " the MUMMY" cus scare later full lo haha...

worst case ever, reached there around 11am +++ walao eh, long que haha.. then we que up and wait our turn lo...hmm.. hmm.. looking around and saw her brother working at there lolz.. hmm then chat a while lo..

after that send her home, and i rush all de way to my lesson ahaha...got said by teacher but nvm =) haha.. class replacement lo hahaha ..

hmm.. after that finish my lesson, then direct go to her hse lo =)...

hmmm.. hungry + happy ahhahaha.. @_@ confusing feeling lolz.. then went her hse searching for meggi mee.. then don hav wo .. haha too bad.then cook 2 egg + roti is my = lunch ahhaha quite full..hmmm then watch some pc movie lo. half way, she feel sleepy then she go slp lo XD

around 5.30, so i ask her brother to wake her up lo XD ahahah .. first called, she hide her self under de bed sheets,2nd call only wake up haha.. kinda funny is that i say to her brother that i bringing his sister to see my uncle cus he accident, and yet he really go tell her when wake her up saying that is time to go visit my uncle le.. haha funny la ..

then go all de way to movie lo =) 6.10pm.. hehe
there is some word to say about that movie " WALAO EH, VERY VERY NICE " ahaha

after that deciding wht to eat lo XD hahaha ...in de end we choose to eat mamak at eng ann lo XD ahahah ....erm.. ok la =) save cost lo. food there nice and cheap haha... mamak = best place to safe cost foodstall..

finish eating then head back to her hse lo =) copy all de movie stuff into my laptop so can watch at home lo =,=

looking through all her past picture XD haha..

actually wanted to say to her, no metter how old is she, she still looks de best =) hehe cool, pretty, and charming.. hehe even getting preetier and prettier =) hehe..you will know if really look through her profile when she young =) change alot, from a pretty gal change until a pretty pretty beautiful angel =) heheh... no lies XD ..


ok lo after copy up all de movie, is around 11.00 pm.. so heading back to HOME. then sms her lo =) feel happy tonight, she concern me by asking me reach home le ma =) ahaha

so happy la .. cus normally i used to ask her only and yet she seldom ask me de. so after tonight =) she asked me. i shocked and happy lo. i glad that she ask me=) haha..

well that all i wan to said...